| It is so very lonely out here. Where are you? I cannot hear your voice. I cannot see your face, your smile. I cannot feel your warmth when you hug me. I cannot smell your enchanting perfume. I cannot have anything with you, only because you don't exist. Only in my mind, my dreams. Even then, at the peak of joy, I wake up and you are gone again. Each time you are never the same, ever changing. It saddens me, because each you is better than the last. My heart is empty, hollow. Damn the day I die alone with out your love. My only escape from the hell hole I call life. Break my bonds to my home and let me run away with you and only you. My savior. |
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| Took this from Rachelle's xanga. Lol.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
Jeez! It's so true! Those who say I'm NOT quiet, It's cuz I'm good friends with you and I know you well enough. Wow that's scary tho. Everything about it is right.
Do ever feel like breaking down, do you ever feel out of place. Like somehow you just dont belong, and noone understands you. Do you ever wanna run away, do you lock yourself in your room. With the radio on turned up so loud, that no one here's you screaming. No you don't know what its like, when nothing feels alright. No you don't know what its like, to be like me... To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark. To be kicked, when you're down. To feel liek you've been pushed around. To be on the edge of breaking down, and noone's there to save you. No you don't know what its like, welcome to my life. :we: |
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| Thank you Geetha for pointing out that I smell like guy. Makes me feel so much better. Especially how you made it sound like Guy was a new species of animal. You were like "Do you smell guy?" That's kinda odd and stuff. Well anyways. Bye y'all I need my beauty sleep =]. |
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| *Yawn* Ah another great day FROM HELL! Jeez. Stayed after school to take a test for Trotter. Grrr. Stupid Long and his teddy bears. But Claire is my teddy bear too. If you don't understand it then SHUT UP. Lol. Taekwondo is going awesome right now. Learned my new form. Oh yeah! Josh is moving up. =] Too bad my friend just moved on to orange belt so I'm still behind. =[ We had a sub for Joseph today. Grrr. More work no movie. This friday you have to wear pink to support the fight against breast cancer. I gots nothin pink tho. Lol. I'll find somethi I guess. Maybe dress ghetto. I should!!! You guys decide. Should I? Really knock the sox off ppl. w00t. =] Alright. later guys.
-josh
EDIT Okay y'all like Vicky said. The earring was a FAKE! Sorry to disappoint all of you who did like it. Oh well. One day. Anyways. New Teddy Bears Lol.
Sammy
Deepal
Just so ya know. Teddy bears are people that love getting hugs and stuff. If ya can't handle the job, then go away. =] |
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